Running from pain, straight into God's Love

I made the upper half when i was suicidal last year, and then i improved this and like you can see i redid the words to show the truth. i used to have suicidal thoughts all the time, totally controlled by depression. even last week i kept on turning away from God...but when i finally stopped running from the truth that i was living sinfull life that was so threatening to myself, i just let him take control of my life and prayed. i began reading my bible more often, and i share christianity with my friends every day and have a healthy growing relationship with christ. hes taken away so much pain from my life, and he showed me i was worth so much to him, and despite the fact i used to be in an abusive relationship, and that i had an inferiority complex, and thought i deserved pain...God's love will always be enough (: Not knowing him, is practically not knowing life, and like ive said, god's love is much much more than enough, and it always will be so much greater than i can have attempt to imagine. he can do more with our lives than we can imagine, and then even more. all we have to do is turn to him and confesss to be forgiven, then we can liv a life that glorifies god, which always brings satisfaction and joy to us (:
love, Drew.
God bless you all!